Wanting closure and knowing you’ll never get it is like a frustrating itch that you can’t ever scratch. After a while all you can do is pretend you don’t feel it.
Its horrible losing the love of your life. It’s worse knowing he’s out there but “died” when he broke your heart, because in that instance, he’s gone by choice.
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
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